by Jayme Russell
A convergence with From Sense Violence
author Helena Boberg and translator Johannes Göransson
Chapbook from Garden-Door Press
nature violated
doppade
I mörkvioletta
sammetsklockor
som
öppnats upp
med kniv
dipped
in dark-violet
velvet bells
have been opened up
with a knife
a physical prying open
a cellular mutation
between body and nature
there is no between
toxic blur
Den bestrålade
mannan
som sedan
våcker hennes ansikte
gult
under den
havande
månen
The irradiated
manna
which later
wakes her face
Yellow
beneath the
pregnant
moon
a breaking open
(Det enda jag t ånker år att jag vill utu r min egen kropp)
(The only thing I’m thinking is that I want out of my own body)
a breaking out
Att få flyta bort i en hisande, svartnande, outsåglig dröm
To get to float away in a breathtaking, blackening, unspeakable dream
there is a fluctuation a hover through the thickening smell of the dark garden
like moonlight on water
a living death my hands become strangely white and useless
obrukbara
seeing with no light
Månen syr fast ditt ansikte vid mörkret
The moon sews your face to the darkness
a holding on
a stitch holding
situated in
interstitial tears
: a multicolored eye that cannot see anything
: ett flerfårgat öga som ingenting kan se
a cut-through heart
Påminnande om en genomskuren hj ärna
dissolving composure